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wasn't long after the premiere of I Never Saw Another Butterfly that I began thinking about another play. Though it didn't
have a title at the time, it had a story that I knew had to
be told.
I had spent two years answering my own
questions about the Terezin children. From the moment I discovered
the book I Never Saw Another Butterfly in Brentano's
bookstore in Chicago, I was captivated. I turned page after page
of the
slim volume, read the poetry, studied the drawings and resolved
to learn more.
The appendix offered a few facts about
each child whose work appeared in the book—date of birth,
date of transportation to Terezin, the date the child perished
at
Auschwitz. As I glanced at the pages, I noticed a recurring
phrase: “perished at Auschwitz, perished at Auschwitz,
perished at Auschwitz ...” But another phrase startled
me: “Raja Englanderova,
after the liberation, returned to Prague.”
At that moment I knew I was committed
to these children, to the more than 15,000 transported to Terezin,
to the mere 100 who survived, and in a special way, to that one
child, now a woman, who would become the subject of my research,
the nominal principal character of my play, and a dear personal
friend.
I began my research in libraries. Later
I interviewed Holocaust survivors and made contact with the
editor of the book. Through the editor I located Dr. Karel Lagus,
the curator of the Jewish Museum in Prague. It was he who located
Raja Englanderova and told her about my work. He suggested
that I write to her, and I did with some trepidation. “I've
used the writer's privilege,” I wrote, “assuming
that what happened to one person in Terezin could have happened
to any
other person. I will not use your name, if you do not wish
me to do so.”
Raja answered with an offer to help with
research and a gracious invitation: “It would be pleasant
and helpful if you could visit me in Prague.” It would
be helpful, but not possible, I thought. Later that month it
became possible
when a generous Jewish man who “wanted to do a mitzvah” sent
a gift and initiated the fund that sent me to Prague. He had
financed an exhibit of the children's work in New York and
learned of my work through Dr. Lagus.
Alone, with my play in hand, I went to
Prague and met Raja Englanderova, now married and a doctor
working in the Clinic for Mothers and Children, a research
center in Prague. I had worried about our first meeting: How
would I recognize her? How would she feel about a stranger
telling her story?
But I needn't have worried. We recognized
each other immediately and embraced. The letters, the sharing,
the confidences—they had created a firm and unmistakable
identity for both of us even across the miles.
I wanted to visit Terezin to verify my
research and to absorb the sense of place there. To my suprise,
Raja decided to go with me and Dr. Lagus, who was to be my
official guide. “It's about time,” she said, “About
time that I return. I have not been back to Terezin since I
left over
twenty years ago. It's time.”
And so we went, driving silently through
the hills outside Prague to Terezin. As we walked together
through the streets of Terezin, Raja recalled incidents in
vivid detail, calling them from her memory one by one. Her
most moving memories were of their teachers, women who had
worked together to create a school for the children in the
camp. I was driven to know the whole story of the drawings
and poems of the children of Terezin—how they came to
be and how they survived. I learned how they came to be and
found
a way to tell that story in the play I
Never Saw Another Butterfly.
But I knew from the very beginning that
there was another play in the story of the children's work
in Terezin. It was the answer to the question that always came
from audiences who saw the play: how did the drawings and poems
survive?
The facts are few. Determined to save
the children's drawings and poems from the Nazis who were bent
on destroying all camp records, the teachers wrapped them in
old papers and rags and buried them. They packed the largest
collection into two suitcases and hid them in the attic of
the barracks where the women and children slept. And they impressed
upon those who would survive that the survival of the Terezin
children lay in the safe delivery of the children's work to
the Jewish community in Prague.
Raja, with several of the children, located
and dug up the buried bundles. And Raja herself searched for
and found the two suitcases in the barracks. She took them
to Prague after the liberation and gave them to a teacher survivor
who was charged with helping child survivors after the war.
He turned them over to the Prague Jewish community, where they
remained for some years until they were rediscovered, exhibited
and later published.
The
Terezin Promise is an answer to the
question of how the children's work survived. It is a creative
telling of that story using Raja's simple statement as its
historical core: “I searched for and found the suitcases
and took them to Prague.”
The irony of this story is striking. We
do not know or care to know the names of those who tyrannized
the children of Terezin. But we do care about the children,
the nearly 15,000 incarcerated at Terezin who, in the end,
perished at Auschwitz. We care because, in a strange and wonderful
way, they have not perished; they live in the drawings and
poems—and plays—that bear witness to their young
lives.
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